Georgia had a rough day, she did not eat much and was just fussy for most of the day. She just seemed so uncomfortable and I do not know how to comfort her, this weighs so heavily on my heart; I wish that I could take her place. I know this surgery was not going to be easy and I know that the road to recovery was going to be rough but I did not realize how emotoinally draining that it could be. I have to keep looking at the bigger picture which is Georgia seizure free, walking, playing, talking, doing all the things that a typical child can do. I think that I am sad about things because I want to be home, my sister told me that Conerly walked several steps today. This breaks my heart, I want to be home watching him, I want Georgia to be happy again. So hard today.
For having a rough day Georgia is still making progress, she has almost full control of her head, able to turn it both ways, up and down. She watched cartoons this morning, she never really paid the T.V any mind much before and she also loves her stuffed puppy. This is really nice to see and gives me hope that all will work out with time because she has never played with her stuffed animals before and for her to be comforted by this puppy is amazing, I think that he keeps her calm (Thank you Mrs. Laboy, Lisely, Tanis and Pro!!!!) Her eyes are completely open too! And, I had to come back to the house tonight to shower and my mom told me that Georgia was cooing, we have not heard her make any noise except for crying since the surgery, Praise God! Dr. Lee stopped by today, we are going to be able to stop one of her seizure medications, ONFI, so Georgia will only be on one seizure medication when we go home, so around the 6th month seizure free no meds! Dr. Lee is also saying that Georgia will talk to us, of course he cannot guarentee this, but he is convinced that she will talk to us, he is so pleased with all the progress that she has made this far.
Side note: I told Dr. Lee about my blog and Billie his nurse is going to be listing it on the main website, I am so happy about this, I told them I want to be able to help others in any way that I possibly can, I had to walk this path so that I could help others. God will get all the glory. With that being said, please feel free to refer anyone to my blog even if it not the same situation if I can inspire someone, anyone this is what matters to me.
I leave you with this verse, "I can do all things through Christ who strenthens me." Phillipians 4:13