Been putting this off for a while, I have been reflecting a lot lately. It all boils down to love. Does God love me even while I was down here suffering, watching my baby seize day after day? Does God love me while I had to rock my sobbing child and had no way to console her? Does God still love me when I yell and scream and doubt His loving ways? And the answer? A resounding yes. While I cannot understand what He had in mind when He created my beautiful little girl, I am reminded that His ways are not my ways. "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts." Isiah 55:8-9 It's Love!
In the words of Francesca Battistelli:
Emily, I know you think it won't get any better
Life has gone and gotten so tough Emily,
you believe you will never ever
Never ever find that you're enough
Circumstances can change your mind
But time will help you see
It's love that hung the moon and stars for you above
And stays awake to start the morning
If you feel you've had enough
He's never given up
It's love Emily, you will see some stormy weather
Dark and cloudy days of rain
But Emily, there will be summer laughter
'Cause everybody knows the seasons change
Circumstances will turn out fine
And time will help you see
It's love that hung the moon and stars for you above
And stays awake to start the morning
If you feel you've had enough
He's never given up
It's love Can't you see
I know you believe me
Everything is whispering this well-known story
So listen in
It's humbling
All of this done for you
Megawatt Smile
Brotherly/Sisterly Love
Our Father had nothing but love in mind when He knitted Georgia in my womb. When I look back on baby pictures I can see that love reflected back to me. For a while there it was hard for me to look at Georgia's pictures, too painful, to think back, but now I can see what God had in mind. I love her and I love Him. It's Love!
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