Georgia Lily

Georgia Lily
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Tuesday, June 19, 2012

BIG Adjustment

Its been a few days since we came home, Friday was not so bad, but then came the days after...I would be fibbing if I said it was all I dreamed it would be. I know I want this blog to inspire people but I do not feel very inspired right now. Being home frankly stinks! Georgia yells a lot! She also wants to be held around the clock. This is impossible, I have to tend to Conerly which by the way is not the same kid I left a month ago, he was hardly standing when I left and now he walks everywhere and gets into everything. I feel so foolish for thinking that all our problems would vanish over night, wishful thinking I suppose. I feel myself in a dark place right now with only specs of light to be found. I have neglected prayer lately, I just do not understand why. Why we would have to trade one problem for another. And not just one problem but about 20. The biggest one being the unknown. I was unsure if I was going to post anything about this but the biggest worry is whether it not Georgia has autism. Yes, that is right, autism. I feel as though I am losing all control of everything around me. I need help! Help that only Go can provide and I need it fast.

3 comments:

  1. Whenever I have a seriously ill patient in the hospital, I try to remind the families that the hospital stay is the easy part. The hard part is the transition home. As stressful as a hospital stay can be, you are surrounded by caregivers. When you get home, suddenly all the work falls on the family, that has so many other things to do.

    Have faith, things will get better.

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  2. Whenever I have a seriously ill patient in the hospital, I try to remind the families that the hospital stay is the easy part. The hard part is the transition home. As stressful as a hospital stay can be, you are surrounded by caregivers. When you get home, suddenly all the work falls on the family, that has so many other things to do.

    Have faith, things will get better.

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  3. This is normal stress for parents. Children can be very demanding, especially when they have been the center of attention for as long as Georgia has. Telling you to have patience is redundant, but it is just that. In time, they will both adjust to YOUR schedule. Hang in there love. I am praying for all four of you. You are a strong woman and you will conquer all trials before you. Your reward is the love of your children. Remember, only mommy can fix it. Children firmly believe this.

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