Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Its been a few days since we came home, Friday was not so bad, but then came the days after...I would be fibbing if I said it was all I dreamed it would be. I know I want this blog to inspire people but I do not feel very inspired right now. Being home frankly stinks! Georgia yells a lot! She also wants to be held around the clock. This is impossible, I have to tend to Conerly which by the way is not the same kid I left a month ago, he was hardly standing when I left and now he walks everywhere and gets into everything. I feel so foolish for thinking that all our problems would vanish over night, wishful thinking I suppose. I feel myself in a dark place right now with only specs of light to be found. I have neglected prayer lately, I just do not understand why. Why we would have to trade one problem for another. And not just one problem but about 20. The biggest one being the unknown. I was unsure if I was going to post anything about this but the biggest worry is whether it not Georgia has autism. Yes, that is right, autism. I feel as though I am losing all control of everything around me. I need help! Help that only Go can provide and I need it fast.